I broke up with fatima. I have feelings for you. But theyre arnt strong enough for a relationship anymore. Only because ive been hurt over and over again by you. Its a simple matter of sticking to our plan of staying commited.. wich isnt easy because now that im technically single, theres two girls ive always wamted to “talk to” so it up to you fatima to save us if you really cherish us. I wanna see some sort of huge like change or something where you come to me asking to be in a relationship necause if you dont catch me soon then youll neever catch me again.
Joined the army. Leaving in Januarry. 101st Infantry, 2nd airborne division.
My biggest fear as of now is feeling alone again. And that can only mean one thing. If i loose fatima crranza. She means the world to me. Sometimes we have our moments… the usually happens for about a week at a time.. then it gets all better. But most of the time i feel like im loosing her. I feel like she dosnt ever wanna see me unless im begging to see her. She never says evan lets habgout. She never says evan dont forget to text me. She never truly say yes come now after i say can i meet up with you. Theres hasnt been one day or night yet that she has said evan im going out with feiends wanna tag along. I never have gotten a evy, come hang out with me because i miss you.
I feel as if im the one always asking to hang. I feel like im always being put behind others. I know she cares. I know she wants to be with me. I know she loves this relationship but i just dont feel it. And its the feeling that i need. No matyer what ill always want to bee with her. Always no matter how distant.. no matter how agggrivating moments can get. I look past it all for a reason and to be honest i dont know what reason is but i do know that i truly love you. More then anyone ive ever loved.
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
it seriously disturbs me when two people are dating and the significant other basically talks to another guy like that guy is a serous part of that persons life. fml. -__-
i lOVE a girl with nice legs. specially if theyre not white. honestly, its the biggest turn on. so im lucky i have fatima ;D <3